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9.3.2004
Learning Why does it hurt to learn The most important lessons in life? How come in Experience, The teacher gives the test first? How come when I look through the dictionary I can't find what it means to love Why isn't there a teacher For the geography of the soul When the school bell rings Does it really mean class is over? How come a student is measured by a number When we all know 92's really trying If you're faced by one of the heartless Does your killer really care That you know his aim's at your aorta? Lonely No one likes to feel lonely No one wants to be cold Then why am I still here? In the cold of a warm summer night No one has any patience None left here anymore Then what am I waiting for? You've already closed your door I don't like to feel lonely I hate being cold Then why am I still here? In the cold of a warm summer night No one wants to be stupid But to know everything is to be scared For all I know I'm just a ghost And I don't know enough about you No one likes to feel lonely No one wants to be cold Then why am I still here? In the cold of a warm summer night I don't like to feel lonely I hate being cold Then why am I still here? In the cold of a warm summer night Then why am I still here? In the cold of a warm summer night 7.31.2004
Wishes i wish i had more friends, ones who really cared someone to hold me when i'm pretty scared i wish there was someone to talk to someone to listen 'n help me get through i wish i had somewhere to go where nobody else would know i wish you all understood that i would come back if i could i wish i knew why you love me so i could love me too and be free i wish that the pain would decrease and with the help of you, finally cease i wish dreams could come true maybe i could see the world in full view i wish i could just be happy so i don't have to be so sappy 5.23.2004
The Last Night this is the last night of my past this is the last night to remember all i've done sitting in my room i feel so alone remembering all the good times we spent here wish i could have one more night maybe i could make everything all right at least i'd have one more time to sit on the roof and look up to see all the stars watching over me telling me it's all okay this is the last night this is the last night wish i had one more to make everything alright 5.16.2004
I wish I wish I could tell you everyday, I love you But I can't I wish I could tell you everyday, I need you But I can't I wish I could make you understand my feelings But I can't I wish I could make you trust me But I can't I wish I could kiss you But I can't I wish I could marry you But I can't I wish I could make you love me But I can't I wish I could let you be So I will. 5.9.2004
a note of forgiveness i wish there was a way to let you know i'll never forget you just thinking about today has made me realize you'll never believe me always thinking you'll love me more can't i love you just the same? i know all the pain i've put you through has made you think a different way but i never wanted harm to come to you because it came to me too so i'm sorry that i've hurt you can i ever be forgiven if not today? will i ever have your trust again? i can't live without knowing if you are still my best friend 2.19.2004
An Attempted Sonnet I want to stand in the rain to feel the water run down my back to wash away the fear and pain to find peace which i did lack if i could see the fair drops run down your sweet soft lips your eyes aglow like the setting sun as the window to your soul unzips to kiss you under the water fall our hearts as one to bind to know our love will never stall sweet serenity may we find underneath the rain so true in all our days none to feel blue 2.12.2004
A girl i know a girl... who thinks of you every night your kiss she dreams of and wants to hold you tight she longs for your touch with you it's all right for she loves you so much ...it's me. 1.16.2004
Her Skin** (recently edited) INTRO-whispered ...cutting through the pain... ...to make it go away... verse one For once in her life why can't everything be right? She knows it's too rash to think this way For once in her life can she not think like this? chorus A simple slice thats all it takes To take the pain away Her tears are dried Her head is calm And the blood seeps through her skin Reminding her of every sin verse two For once in her life everything feels right She knows it's quite wrong to feel this way For once in her life The trouble will sleep to wake another day chorus whispered: ...reminding her of every sin...
**this song is one of my favorites since it dons the line "the blood seeps through her skin, reminding her of every sin". i wrote the line a long time before writing the song, and it fit perfectly with the theme. 1.15.2004
perfection i looked in your eyes today all the pain went away the world stopped spinning the lights quit dimming and i wanna spend the rest of my life in this place inside your eye where everything's perfect you're perfect a beautiful sunset on a quiet beach your hands are safely in reach take me to the place in your eye together we'll take off and fly when i look at you |
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